Ready to fly, Here we go.

Remembered this picture today.  It makes me happy every time I look at it.


Honestly, I've been staring at this for right around 10 minutes. I have nothing to write about. Today.. I'm just so bored. I feel so boring. To be bored, and feel boring all at the same time.. It's a brutal combination. I can't handle watching another movie or show. I feel like I can't stand to be in this apartment much longer.

Words of the moment: Stir. Crazy.

Cabin Fever.

What do people do all the time? I'm ready to be back in school. The boredom is killing me slowly.  Remind me I said this throughout all of my future finals weeks.

Creativity

Yay!

Today.
I've been creative again.
Missed it. It's such a release.

I need to be doing this more often.

I wish I had more of a vision so I could do something with all of it. Anyone need a logo?  A creative business card? A website design? Or just a photo edited so you look better?

I'm going to start creating things for this blog. It will help my portfolio, my heart, and maybe a friend that needs some graphic work done. It only is fitting that my first piece is me. There I am, in the wilderness of Texas. I can't really put into words what I am "trying to say" with this. Probably because I don't really know. I don't think people are generally that honest with art. What I get out of it, however, is me.. lost in thought, always somewhere else, somewhere incredible.

There's a million other things right now, but not one of them sound exciting.

My car.

Is Exploding.

Money.

Blows.

Or maybe I blow money.

School.

Frustrates me.

Because I'm not in it.

I thought if I centered it all.. you would pay closer attention.  The things we do to be the center of attention... 

As a random side note, Cody, my "man" was singing and playing guitar to.. none other, than THE Kelly Clarkson last night. Wish I had that on video. This was when he thought no one was paying attention. Turns out he has a thing for that song.. Behind these hazel eyes. 

With love, 

Me.